If need to, I could:
1. Type 3 business proposals under an hour,
2. Shoot 251 verbal daggers in 3 mins,
3. Have only 5 hours of sleep in a week,
4. Run 3clicks in Ramadhan
5. Go without my daily dose of green tea

But to fall in love.....


Its hard.

I am speechless at my best.

When the second breath fails...

Oh, this is the start of something good.
Don't you agree?

-G.Degraw, Follow Through-

Scar Tissues

"Scar tissues that I wish you saw,
Sarcasm Mr-know-it-all"

-Anthony Kiedis, RHCP-

I've just finished reading Scar Tissues by Anthony Kiedis the lead man of my all time favorite band, Red Hot Chili Peppers. I would say it’s raw. I may not know this but I do hope each and every word in the book is true. Somehow, it amplifies my love for the band.

Insert compassion here

These days I’ve been hitting the tracks and running a kilometer or two extra (on top of the mandatory 3clicks a day). Then I’ll probably have nothing for dinner and a mountain of pancakes for breakfast the morning after. No I wasn’t trying to lose weight (tho it would be nice if I do). Not when I’m slathering enough butter on my pancakes to fuel the car.

I don’t know what I’m trying to do, really. I am crazy like that.

Insert title here

Against my better judgment, I took a blind leap and plunged head first into something I wasn’t entirely sure of. Naturally I got bruised. I had seen the signs but being the fucktard that I am, I choose to ignore. It’s more like a case of touching fresh painted walls and realizing that the paint is wet despite the larger than life warning that screams in your face.

I am, if I dare to admit, slightly disarmed.

But since I am the evangelist for anything that destructs, my network fails me not. I’ll stick to my guns with this one. Watch how fast I’ll get over this.

It’s not my time to die because the world has yet to be saved.