Got a gun?

It took 3 years of reiteration to drive it home. And even so, I refuse to compute. Knowing the right way to do it doesn’t make me any less stupid. Cause fate has it that, I’m joined at the hips with the only thing constant.

Now how hard can it be to simply detach myself from the anchor and float senselessly away? It takes 21 days of abstinence, someone says. No wait. That someone was me. And ma words are bull. I don’t take me seriously. But he did. So now what?

I’ll blow ma brains out tonight if not for the abundance of kisses and hugs I have to give away. You want one? It’s free. For now.